A Dog and Cat Sanctuary

Hubby and I left Southern California two years ago. A few months before we moved I got this inspiration, intuitive message, whatever you want to call it, that we were moving by March 2016. We had lived in Southern California for eight years and we liked it. We never talked about moving. We were thirty minutes from the beach, which also had a dog beach. Our doggies loved going there. There were also several Buddhist temples and a Krishna temple that I visited quite often. But we also had this dream, long before we moved down south from the Bay Area, of having a senior dog and cat sanctuary. We had no idea how to make the dream become a reality so when I got the inspiration we were moving, we figured our sanctuary would happen when we moved to a rural area in Central California.

Two years later I am sitting here thinking out loud, or rather typing out loud. I consider myself a practicing Buddhist… and a Bohemian. I was never one for following rules created by society. I find those rules not only confining but just plain boring. What’s the fun being just like everyone else? This morning during meditation another inspiring thought popped in to my head. What if we found a property the size of a small farm (or maybe even a real farm) where we could have a commune type living space; where a few artists, musicians, healers, and of course our animal sanctuary could live? People could live in RVs, or yurts and we would live as much off grid as possible. We would use solar energy for sure.

I haven’t fleshed out the details because there’s a lot to consider and if I think about that part too much I might talk myself out of it. Before we left So-Cal, I didn’t think about the details either. I just knew we were moving. Everything fell naturally in to place. Hubby got a job quickly and we moved in to our rental home by late March. The Universe brought all the matching components together at the right time and it benefited everyone involved. (By the way, all our moves happened this way. We met the right people at the right time and boom! it happened).

So by typing this and putting my intention out there, I am hoping the Universe works it magic again.



Buddhism and Abraham Hicks

5 precepts

Practicing the five precepts of Buddhism is something I try to live by on a day-to-day basis. Some days I’m better at it than others.

A few months ago I discovered the teachings of Abraham Hicks. Its basic premise is; your life experiences are a result of what you think and believe. Its Law of Attraction 101. Abraham’s teachings have a few similarities to Buddhism, in that they both teach;

  • You find happiness from within not outside of yourself.
  • You are responsible for your actions.
  • Feel grateful for what you have in your life experience right now.
  • Meditation and the importance of living in the moment.

I resonate with all of those ideas.


So now I study both philosophies daily and they help me be aware of my actions and my thoughts throughout the day. Before Abraham, I used to allow myself to get sucked into another person’s drama. I found myself trying to fix the person’s problem instead of allowing them to find their own solution and grow from their experience. I was everybody’s “mom” and it was wearing me out. Now I either listen and try to be supportive or I change the subject to something positive.


I also look at my own behavior, especially my thoughts. When I find myself thinking negatively, I remind myself that they are only thoughts and then gently bring myself back to the present moment. My thoughts used rule my life and I believed everything my mind told me. Now I ask myself if what I’m thinking is really true and for the most the answer is “no.”

Infusing Buddhism and Abraham’s teachings has made my life happier.





We have now lived in our new place for 72 days. On day 70, I finally did not feel anxious. I’m not sure why, but since we moved, more often than not, I woke up feeling anxious. On other days the feeling came and went. It wasn’t fun. But recently things turned around. I am back to my happy self. For the most part, I’ve always been a happy person and optimistic, so when I felt bad for so many days, I got a bit worried. I consider myself to be a sleuth when it comes to mysteries. I call myself curious, hubby says I’m nosey. Either way, I like to get to the bottom of why something is happening, especially when it’s happening to me. When I got cancer, the first thing I thought was, How did this happen? I then went to work on finding the answer and how to get well.

This time I did the same thing and after reading different sources, I came to the conclusion, my anxiety was a direct result of my thoughts. Right Thought is one of the Noble Eightfold Path teachings:

Right Thought (Samma sankappa) or Intention, means clear vision leading to clear thinking. Right thought leads to the elimination of harmful thoughts and developing such positive states of mind such as metta (loving-kindness), which is opposed to hatred, ill-will or aversion and developing thoughts of harmlessness or compassion which are opposed to cruelty and callousness.

It took me awhile to figure out that I spent a great deal of my day having arguments (in my head) with people who I believed, were doing me wrong. It was the same thoughts over and over which made me angry and fearful because I believed I couldn’t do anything about these “bad” people. The result of this wrong thinking caused me suffering in the form of anxiety.

Now that I knew what the problem was, I decided to take action.

  • I began to write three pages everyday of all the things I appreciate and used to take for granted. I wrote anything down that popped into my head. I still do that.
  • I watched my thoughts while I meditated and reminded myself that what ever came up were only thoughts, not reality.
  • I observed my thoughts through the day. When the arguments in my head started, I quickly reminded myself they were only thoughts and wouldn’t it be more fun to think about what I wanted to manifest; in other words, keep my eyes on the prize, which is our animal sanctuary.
  • I watched the video featuring Michael A. Singer, who wrote the book, The Untethered Soul. He gives a lecture on living a mindful life. (You can find the video at the end of this post).
  • I watched lots of Abraham Hicks videos. If you don’t know who they are, they talk about the law of attraction and how we manifest our life experiences by the vibrations we send out. They remind me that a belief (about anything) is just a thought I keep thinking over and over, and how thoughts create feelings… like anxiety.

It actually didn’t take me that long to come to my senses; maybe because I was learning this stuff for a while. The thing is I was learning it intellectually but not applying it to my day-to-day life. It looked good on paper but if I wasn’t living the teachings, I wasn’t benefiting from the lessons. Buddhism and law of attraction are very similar; they both teach us that controlling, or at least observing our thoughts, help us to respond not react to life situations.

Now I wake up giving thanks. I appreciate my environment (the trees, the birds, the clean smelling air) when I take the dogs out for a morning walk.

I practice living in the moment. If a judgment thought enters my mind, I look at it and remind myself that its only my monkey mind. Thoughts are not reality, and they are usually false assumptions.

It feels good to feel good again.



Here’s Michael Singer’s video:

This is the Abraham video I start my day with. I listen to it while I eat breakfast:

Conversations With God… Continued


You have probably been wondering where I’ve been the past week.

Ok, realistically, you probably weren’t, but that won’t stop me from telling you anyway. On April 2nd I wrote about a book, I just started reading called Conversations With God (If you didn’t read that post and want to know what I’m talking about, click here.

One of the last things I wrote was, “I will keep an open mind” and I did. In fact I was so interested in what Neale Donald Walsch wrote in Book Two, I found Book One and read that too.

I mentioned before that I have trouble with the name “God.” I picture a bearded guy judging us and sending some to Hell and others to Heaven, depending on if we answered a question correctly; the question being, “Do you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior?” That question never sat well with me and I just couldn’t get into the whole Christian dogma either. It didn’t sound right to me and I don’t do well being told what to do, especially if there is an ultimatum.

After reading both of NDW’s books, I can honestly say, I resonated with this because it confirms what I thought before and that is — we got it all wrong!

There is no actual Heaven or Hell and the rules (dogma) we are told in many churches are there because many of us want to be told what to do, and to know that if we don’t do as we are told, there will be dire consequences that await us after we die.

Conversations with God is one of the first books, besides Buddhism thought that don’t contain a bunch of  commandments. There is no angry or vengeful God.

Was the book channeled by God like the author claims? I don’t know for sure and I don’t care. I don’t care about the messenger, I care about the message. Although it does seem unlikely that any one person, like NDW, to come up with the ideas and explanations in the book. There is a lot of information packed in those pages.

There are websites devoted to debunking what he wrote, but there are also those sites who debunk quotes from Buddha. People love to create drama and criticize, instead of focusing on getting along and leaving the planet in fairly decent shape for our kids. I don’t care who said what. I care about the message.

His book also reminded me of Eastern philosophy (reincarnation, personal responsibility; are you coming from love or fear?) and The Law of Attraction books (you create your own experience by your thoughts), that are written by Esther Hicks, who channels the teachings of Abraham. I also watched several videos about him.  Again, I don’t care if Esther is channeling Abraham or not, I care about the message, which is similar to Conversations with God and Buddhism.

The take away message I got from his books is; we are responsible for our own actions.

There is a lot I want to think about now that I read two of his books in one week!  I still have trouble with the name God, but that’s my hang up, but I am ok calling it Source or Spirit or Energy.

If you haven’t read his books or know who he is (apparently he’s been around since the 90s), Google him. You can probably find his books in your library (that’s where I got mine) and you can also read it online via PDF.

One of the things God mentioned is that people will criticize what he wrote, saying he blasphemes and that the Bible is the only true word of God. To them I say, how do you know for sure? Is it because it is something you have been told since you were young or that it is accepted by western society and that makes it so? Question your beliefs and see if they are truly yours, or were they given to you…  and if they are yours, then hold them tight. As for me, they were never my truths and to go along with the “crowd” would be living a lie and I just cannot do that. Your truth might not be my truth and that’s ok.